a few days ago it felt like the world was ending, but today everything just feels so light.
a few days ago i just, needed a break. i felt burntout on existing especially in the social world. i felt like i was burdening myself and everyone i loved and i felt so tied to being social all the time that i felt one moment away from exploding. my room was a mess, i had no motivation to do anything and i felt so unhappy in the walls i was living in.
i made the decision then, i was logging out of everything and giving myself a break. in the 2 and a bit days i was off, not only had i worked twice but i manage to help my brother with his dissertation, deep clean and declutter my room, sort through and donate some clothes, i showered, ate, did some painting and did other things ive been needing to do and i feel so much better already.
from two days.
i need to do this more, even for just an evening. i need to start to understand my limits better, before they get pushed as far as they did.
i'm hoping though i'm at least starting back on track to feel like myself again. it's been too long.
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